I finally finished Harry Potter and the deathly Hollows.

FINALLY.

not too happy with the ending, but what the heck. the whole book's just gone from children's fairytale/fantasty to adult gruesome killings, albeit the happy ending. quite cheesy too. "well done", J.K. Rowling.

haha. So it's been some 20 days since my last post, and somehow the time seems to have flown past really quickly. YET, i feel like November's been long. BECAUSE IT'S STILL SOME DAYS AWAY TO PAY DAY. having no money kinda irritates me. and then there are so many rubbish things to pay for. I like staying at home. I reallly do. I love my house. hahaha. i love the TV.

Anyways, it's hell fortnight man. haha. crazy two weeks here, whether at work or at school. this week especially. it's my event on saturday so there's a lot to build up in terms of planning. and then at school, i've got my exam on monday and thursday, and 2 essays and 2 journals and 1 portfolio to hand in. It's crazy. really. I dunno how i'm gonna finish. with work, it's literally impossible. :( how come just because the company's not payin for my studies, i cant take exam leave? no link lo.. others can take, i cannot. not fair, not fair. but what to do right?

ah well, as time goes by, I just feel like I'm getting old, frail and grumpy. No longer leading a vibrant lifestyle, just one that gives me stress and more stress. And it's not very good, is it? Life just seems colourless. Nothing to get hyped up about, getting irritated when people try to hype me up and I really don't feel like it. What is this, early-20s crisis? I hate sounding all depressed and pathetic, but guess what - I really feel depressed and pathetic, and sickeningly self-pitying.

Sickening.

So what's new with everyone? Or has my blog been long dead that no one sees it anymore?